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10/15/2004

Thank you zoe for your affirmation. It is funny, how when I get to the 12th hour of desperation when the doubt monster has me in his clutches.... A ray of lightbreaks through, and Vanquishes the evil doubts. Yes he called. and life is good. I have to work on that trust thing. As I have been thinking about it, I also realize that I really don't trust anyone, including my family. How sad is that? How do you fix that? ideas? anyone else expirence that?

10/12/2004

So this weekend was the BEST!!! Today is awsome!! A.J. is home from Iraq. Now we wait and pray for Ricky and Joe. Things are well and I am dicovering a lot about myself. Like wanting to rush into things. It looks good and feels good, so lets go. But i realized last night, in rushing to the end, you miss the journey there. What can I say, i like to speed. So I am trying to slow down. but I don't want the doubt monster to catch me. so i am open to suggestions people....

10/05/2004

So here is a strange dream for you, comments are welcome for insight to this....
I am chasing a white rooster at my church back parking lot. He looked just like one I had as a pet named Fuzy Rooster, and has feathers on his feet. He is trying to get in to the fellowship hall of my church, and I am trying to stop him. Right as I get to him and he is at the door,2 men from my church call out for me, and ask what I am doing. I souldnly act very shy and don't want to say. The rooster gets in to hte fellowship hall, and all I see is him hovering away.
So is that strange or what?

09/18/2004

and a new virtual pet blob.... Met stuff

09/18/2004

useless quiz, but then again aren't that all useless??????

09/17/2004

So life is ok. Bummer thing happening. Reality is smacking me in the head in regardes to "HIM" and it sucks. I am at the point where, all men suck, again. I just wish, the right one would make himself known, or the desire to be with someone would just leave. Life is much easier that way.

My friend "W" and i were talking and he was saying it is so weird because all of his friends have kids and he doesn't. I said I understand, all my friends a married or darn close to it, and I have no one. So can someone tell me where do I go from here?

09/09/2004

YET ANOTYHER FUNNY QUIZ...

You're a red lacy bra, Romantic, sexy, seductive,
and tempting.

What type of bra are you?
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Those that now me, do oyu think it fits????

09/05/2004

sstole this from Zoe who stole this from Spell Bound.

1. Your name spelled backwards.

Nelle

2. Where were your parents born?

LA, ca

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

updates for viruses

4. What is your favorite restaurant?

Old vennia

5. Last time you swam in a pool?

almost a year ago

6. Have you ever been in a school play?

yes many

7. How many kids do you want?

depends on when you ask me sometimes 5 sometimes well you know how it is as a parent

8. Type of music you dislike most?

offenceive

9. Are you registered to vote?

yes

10. Do you have cable?

no

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped?

yes

12. Ever prank call anybody?

yes

13. Ever get a parking ticket?

yes 2 in one week

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?

bungee jumping

15. Farthest place you ever traveled.

muncie indiana

16. Do you have a garden?

no

17. What's your favorite comic strip?

bizzaro

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?

yes

19. Best movie you've seen in the past month?

The Village

20. Favorite pizza topping?

linguicia (sp)

21. Chips or popcorn?

white chedder popcorn

22. What color lipstick do you usually wear?

frost lip gloss

23. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?

I don't like peanuts why would I want to smoke the shells

24. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?

no

25. Orange Juice or apple?

orange

26. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine?

tom at bubba gumps

27. Favorite type chocolate bar?

any thing without nuts

28. When was the last time you voted at the polls?

the last local election

29. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?

eeewww i don't touch soft slimy things

30. Have you ever won a trophy?

yes

31. Are you a good cook?

i have been told yes

32. Do you know how to pump your own gas?

yes

33. Ever order an article from an infomercial?

no

34. Sprite or 7-up?

make 7 up yours

35. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?

yes and it SUCKS!!!

36. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?

Carmel kiss hair color

37. Ever throw up in public?

define public

38. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?

true love

39. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes

40. Ever call a 1-900 number?

no

41. Can exes be friends?

depends

42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?

pagie

43. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby?

yes

44. What message is on your answering machine?

I don't have one

45. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character?

the copy guy, mak'en copies

46. What was the name of your first pet?

shadow

47. What is in your purse?

makeup, wallet, pictures

48. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?

read

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?

Tom friends and miracles

09/03/2004

New quiz everyone... very cool


Bear Spirit Calls To You ~

Bear is spirit keeper of the West, the place of
darkness, maturity and good harvest. Bears are
active during the night and day. This
symbolizes its connection with solar energy,
that of strength and power, and lunar energy,
that of intuition. The bear holds the teachings
of introspection. When it shows up in your life
pay attention to how you think, act and
interact.

Bear's Wisdom Includes:

*Introspection
*Healing
*Solitude
*Change
*Communication with Spirit
*Birth and rebirth
*Transformation
*Astral travel
*Creature of dreams, shamans and mystics
*Visionaries
*Defense and revenge
*Wisdom

Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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